Never change your originality for the sake of others because no one can play your role better than you. Never duplicate.

①Here comes Singapore. Marina Bay Sand. The prettiest garden I've ever seen.

②Yoohooo!!! The many pattern me..@@

③Tonle Sap, Cambodia.

④Sunrise at ANGKOR WAT.

⑤Sunsets at Mekong river.

⑥Guangzhou, China. Where I stayed for the past few days.(:
☞http://guangzhou.frasershospitality.com/

⑦First day of shopping and hanging around Guangzhou.

⑧Breakfast for 3 days.@@

⑨Back to Malaysia by China Airlines.

⑩Food for ma very first day.(:

⑪Night view of Zhujiang珠江 city by Ferry.

⑫Hmm.. I was acting like very cold. HAHAHA Well, frankly speaking, I just wore in the hotel.@@ HAHA

⑬Me :3

So, here comes my holiday post! It took me weeks to start writing again.(: I miss blogging. HEHE Sometimes I just feel not so motivated to blog about what I've been through lately(this year maybe). It's just a piece of shit that no one wants to know about. I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a 'not-very-peaceful-yet-not-complicated' urban. Well, please allow me to recall some memories due to weeks of stopped blogging. HAHA

My first trip was to Singapore. YEAP! AGAIN & AGAIN. Somewhere I used to go alone, a place where I felt secure, protected, peace. I didn't really put Singapore in my sem break list. But I just don't know where to go, how to spend my time, so I just went there randomly. HEHE :3 4 days in Singapore. Hanging around with friends at the park, shopping * of course I won't missed that out*, eating...etc YEA, time passed faster than I expected. A week has gone. HAHAHA It's just way too boring sharing my stories about Singapore. I mean, even me myself find it boring to talk about it, what more other people because they don't even interested. So, let's just skip this and go on to my next trip.

Hmmm.. It's something I unexpected because what I've been through and see about it is totally different from what I've imagined. IT'S BEYOND MY EXPECTATION! It's just a 3rd world country but I find it very attracting and fascinating. Every scenery captured my attention. Every place I went amazed me. How tough their lives are, but they can still hanging a bright smile on their faces. It's very touching to hear stories from the natives. How difficult to go through all those circumstances in life but they treasure everything. They appreciate, they share, they thanksgiving, they love...etc I just felt so guilty of my well-being. Being so blessed in life, yet I'm still grumbling what I hadn't have. I'm just so ungrateful. My very first time watching sunsets and sunrise! It's AMAZING!!! God's creation is wonderfully made. The food is good, the stay was okay. But the weather was a little toooo HOT.☼  My skin literally cracked. DRY DRY SKIN. 
With AirAsia, you can fly to everywhere you wish to.(: It's cheapppp!!!!

Last, my best trip during this sem break. Guess it's because I don't need to worry about everything, the food, the hotel, the flight, the money etc because my mom is there!!! MUAHAHAHA She paid for my everything! HEHE :3 Was a little rushed going to Guangzhou because my mom and I woke up late. The flight was supposed to be 9.35am, but we woke up around 7am. Plus, it's weekdays, morning SUPER TRAFFIC JAM. So we took KLIA express to the airport. YEAP! The fastest and easiest way! Thank God we were on time! HAHA I still prefer Malaysia Airline compared to others. Cathay is a not bad choice, but Malaysia Airline the best! HAHA Came back with China Airline due to no ticket selling on that day.T.T Uhmmm... I will never take China Air.. It's terrible!!! GOSH!! Though it's only a 4 hours flight, the air cond is not working, feel like fainting man! JESUS!>< Went to Guangzhou because they have this Canton Fair. It's for business trading stuff. Mom wanted to renovate her nurseries, so we went there to take a look which company is good. Went to the fair, factories...etc OMG. Tired....:/  

Wanna know more about Canton fair?
Check this out ⇒ http://www.cantonfair.org.cn/en/ ☜

We did some last minute shopping due to not enough time. The things there are dirt cheap! I almost gone crazy. The clothes are selling between the range of RMB 19-199 (around RM 10-99). Not branded stuff la. Don't know what brand lai.. HAHAHA But the overall was pretty good! Good to shop!!! The food.. err... pretty okay.. just a little too salty for me. And their chillies are not spicy.): HAHAHA The weather was good! Around 23℃-28℃. Windy~~~ I know how crazy I was bringing winter cloth over. HAHAHA The last day was cold. Guess it's around 13℃-16℃ because raining...>< The best part I love about this trip was staying over at Fraser Suite. Their service was marvelous! I just couldn't stop praising how good they are! It's beautiful and comfy!!! If you plan to go Guangzhou, do consider to stay at Fraser Suite, highly recommended!!! Good service, very convenient! A rate for them 9.5/10.(: HEHE 

Came back Malaysia last night! Finally I got to eat good food, get more sleep. HAHAHAHA visited the dentist this afternoon because of my wisdom tooth.@@ GEEZZZ... *WHY YOU WANNA POP OUT???*



One of the night staying in Guangzhou I dreamt of you. We were back together as before. But all of a sudden, you disappeared. I don't know was that a hint of telling me to let go. But I just couldn't make it till now. Everything reminds me of you. Every second, every minute. I miss you. Even now. I don't know what can I do besides waiting for you to accept me as a friend, a friend we can talk to. I know you wouldn't want to tell me when will you be leaving. I wish you the best. Have a safe journey.(: ∞ My love for you will never change. I love you.

©OPY®IGHT 

                                                                        △▽ xoxo△▽

Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending.

#01 spot the difference in me? YEAPP!! My hair, pretty short now.((:

#02 my 2nd love letter will be arriving by weeks time!!

#03 fine dine for Easter Friday!! :D

#04 homestay at hometown.

#06 party rock in da house!! :P

#07 photoboomer!!

#08 last subject for year one. TAXATION!

#09 the right outfit for my revision in da super super cold library.

Basically today I will blogged about some recent issues like what have happened in my life and my plans ahead for this long holidays. I'm currently having my semester break. OH YEAHH! I'm proud to say that I FINALLY graduated year one. *cough* Not really graduated la coz I haven get my results yet, don't know whether or not I need to resit for any subjects. HAHA Especially Principles of Finance. Guess I'm dead. OMG. No eye see. (mandarin translation) HAHA Frankly speaking, after my human resource exam I totally have no mood to do revision for taxation.I'm like having a holiday mood already. Damn relax.

I wanted to cut my 'terribly-extremely-dry-and-messy-hair' since ages but it's always not the right timing, I just couldn't make it. But then few days back I managed to cut them off, without any hesitation, an inch of my hair had just been OFF FROM MY HEAD. HAHAHAHA nahhh, i failed to keep long again. Always said that wanna keep long long hair coz I wanna dye them.. But end up, I just couldn't stand my hair being so dry, I rather cut them. HAHA contradict.@@

So, I'll be waiting for your letters Agnes! HEHE :3 Can't wait to read them since it's your first letter to me. HEHE
And you, CC, since I've promised I'll reply your letter after my final exams, I'll fulfill my promise. HEHE Wait a little while, I'll send it to you. HAHA

Last Friday was Easter Friday! Frankly speaking, though I go to church since young, my church don't celebrate Easter Friday..@@ I once didn't know what's the real meaning for this specific day until that night. I was invited by my sister friend's. It was a blast man!!! SERIOUSLY. It was so awesome! The food served as if you thought you were in a 5 star dine-in restaurant. HAHAHA I'm not exaggerating, it was the truth! The food were delicious and the people there were nice. They are very friendly.(: Glad to meet many of them. And I'm proud to say, 'I LOOK YOUNG!'. HAHAHA They thought I were either 14 or 15. LOL HAHAHA (mainly coz i'm short.-____-) It was a great night. I actually well spent the entire night. Thanks for the invitation.((:

So, I went to chingming on Sat. Had no choice but to give away my tickets to neighbors. Wanted to sell it to my friends, but no one wants them.@@ Many people said it was a little too expensive, so they decided not to buy.>< Ended up, I offer the tickets to my neighbor for FREE..>< GOSHHH!!! My LEEHOM CONCERT!!! T.T Damn disappointed. So be it. It was the past.):

But I'm grateful that I spent my weekend in a good way too! HEHE no leehom, but I've got my childhood friends. HAHA we spent out night having tutti frutti as supper. Large portion of ice-cream. While eating, having our girls chat. HAHA Yea, this is what girls used to do. Our interest I assumed. HAHAHAHA So, the photoboomers appeared! We had like.. 1000+ of shots.. HAHA these photos were just 10 out of 1000 (approximately). HAHA So it's like 1 over 100. HAHAHA OMG. We so vain..@@ HEHE

After a happy weekend spent without any revision, it's time to get back to my studies. Need to refresh some memories because I learnt that since weeks ago. Can't really remember. So I stayed up late to do my revision. This is what we called, 'to bear the consequences'.  '吃得咸鱼，得的渴' (same meaning as the english). It's driving me crazy while I was doing my past year papers. I was like 'OH SHIT!' what's that?? i totally have no idea how to start, what to do. In a messed! Thank God. Everything was fine. I guess this subject will have the best result? HAHA (Hopefully)

My friends even planned a revision together in school library. They set at 10am but I woke up at 10.06am. GOSH! I was late. Rushed over to school, it was already half past 12. Haiz. I'm sorry. My bad. HAHA We didn't really get to study together coz one of my good friend is leaving at 1pm.@@ So, I just did the revision by myself. Luckily I was smart enough to wear a long sweater. It was damn cold. Friends were shivering. Hands and feet were stiff. Nails and lips were turning purple. HAHAHA Funny! Well, I just have to admit, I like to go library. It's the best place to do revision!!!

So that was the week where I was preparing and sitting for exams.


NOW, it's time to share about my holiday plans. HEHE I'll be away for like weeks. But most probably only during the weekdays. Will use my weekends to spend time with friends and family around. I'll be going to singapore, cambodia and guangzhou for this month. Next blog will post about the stories. HEHE Stay tuned.(:

It was pretty scary to know that someone is stalking about you and telling your best friend about you. OMG. I was damn scared when my best friend told me that. So someone actually read my blog and tell something about me??? YERR...

YES. I admit I'm sad. Really very sad. Even till now, I will still think of him. Every night I cried. For no reason. Tears just flow from my eyes. I just couldn't stop them. Guess the pain in my heart that I couldn't share with anyone, the only way to express my hurts and pain are through tears. I can pretend so well that I can still laugh and play like nothing happen. But there was this guy, he gave me a shocked coz he said, 'please don't pretend your laugh, your laughters are not real.'
OMG. I was quiet on the spot. Have no idea what to react but I just replied, 'I'm fine. There's nothing to me.' Because no one can really relate, the pain and sorrow in my heart.. It's just unbearable.

△▽ xoxo△▽

 Pull through excruciation, nothing can defeat you.

01 MAPOTI posed #1☺

02 MAPOTI posed #2☺

03 So started trying middle line. That was ma first day.▲-______-▲

04 went to Kidzania, at Kota Damansara, next to IKEA. Oh man! Kids nowadays are way too blissful! They can have so much fun. Not like us, those days, we used to watch cartoons from tapes, going to playgrounds..etc☻

05 A wanted to swimming shot. But ended up heavy rain. So, cancelled.:/
∴ended up self-shots..@@

06 plainly, friday morning. Just being lifeless.▼▲▼▲

07 A pretty sweet letter written to me from a friend at a far far away land! HEHE :3
touched till MAX laaa!!☆

08 MAPOTI posed #3☺

09 MAPOTI posed #4☺

10 study session with le sis and cousin! √ CHECKED us being hardworking! (sorry, the photo is a little too blur..)

©opy®ight photo!!! HAHAHAHA

Hmm.. has been some days not being able to blog. I was sooooo [times infinity --- ∞∞∞] (it's kinda exaggeated, but yea, it's how i felt la) longing to but damn! exams are around the corner. No choice.:/ HAIZ. I have watched Ah Boys To Men 2 (in short, ABTM) as you guys knew since I wrote it on  my previous post. I was so into the main actor! I mean he is just sooooooo cute and awesome!! HAHAHA more to ADMIRE la.. HAHA well, pathetically speaking, he is currently not available!! AWWW (sad) HAHAHA If you are interested as well about him, do click on here and voila. http://joshuatwe.blogspot.com/ ☜

 The first photo taken was where my mom, sis and bro were watching ABTM 1, while they were enjoying, laughing like crazy, I was busy camwhoring. HAHA Realize my hair been really damaged! MAN!! How to solve this problem sia?? It's driving me crazy weihh.. I'm like wearing a broom on my head. HAHA

As the night before I saw some bloggers, instagramers, models, korean actresses having middle line, they look extremely pretty, so I decided the next day to try them once. Well, I ended up.. LIKE A NERD! OMG. FAILED! So it's proven to me that I'm not pretty.:/

On last wednesday, I headed to Kota Damansara with a bunch of kids. HAHA Well, obviously not mine. They are from my mom's taska. HAHA As they have extra tickets, so I just fit in with them. NAWW, you know I look young right? HAHA So it's not a problem to fit in with little kids. MUAHAHAHA XP

Me and those 3 year old kids are actually ♡ equivalent. We have same mindset. HAHAHA jkjk.

After headed up to Kidzania, during the evening, I planned to go for a swim at Bukit Kiara Club since my last swimming was like ... n years ago..>< HAHAHA But too bad, when I decided to swim, it started to rain. I was like 'it's fine, just drizzling, still can swim'. Once I had this thought, OMG! The rain started to fall like BULLETS! Ishhh~~~ Then there comes the thunder and lightning. =.= So I ended up makan only..@@ How to lose weight?!? TELL ME HOW? HAIZ.

Friday. A pretty sad day i assumed. 1st, it's because I'm facing my first paper on Mon. 2nd, mom friend's son passed away on friday morning, we have to attend exequy at night. 3rd, Sat mom's friend wedding. 4th, Sun has to attend cremation. It was so busy that I couldn't even focus on my studies. Not to complain here, but last week was pretty heavy week  for me.

Sharing about the exequy. Well, I personally felt heartache though I don't know the guy personally. I guess I met him in person only once or twice. But his mom is my mom's good friend. So, I felt sad for her. He is going to turn 29 on May, but he died. All in a sudden, he left. A very shocking news to everyone! Especially his mom. The reason of his death, drank coke that contain 5 ecstasy. Then  ‘发羊调’, bitten his tongue, non-stop bleeding, vomit white foam, and he dead. The story line is to be like this. He had a long chat with his sis then they went to sleep around 12+am. After that, around 3am+ his gf phoned him called him out for a drink. So he went to meet her and a bunch of friends. They were in a pub, chilling and having fun. He just drank few sips then he ended up dead. Every of his friends and gf claimed that they drank the same jug of coke, but only his body reacted. Well, guess his time was up? HAIZ. Such a young age. 

∴ We have to treasure every moment with our love ones. 

Went to his cremation on Sunday. It was astonishing. It was scary. It was frightening. It was depressed. Everyone's face covered with tears. 

The weather has been so bad recently. Morning till noon damn hot, it's like ☼100℃. I feel like I'm in a dessert. OMG. Felt so dizzy wizzy. But when it comes to late evening till night, it rained cats and dogs. Weather change to ♧0℃. AIKS. Such big changes.@@

I have been waiting for my letters to come since the day I sent to them. I waited for days and weeks, but they haven't arrive.:/ OMG. Few days back, I saw a postman drove near our housing area, he dropped a few letters into my letter box. So I rushed to take a look. OMG. yesss!!! FINALLY I received one. YEAHHH!!!  HAHAHA Thanks for the replied. Well, hopefully you will make it through with this new relationship la! HAHA I wish you luck.(: And don't remember you promised me, you will skype me once the internet is fixed. You better to call ☏ me through skype aaa!! If not I'll go Aussie whack you gao gao!! HAHAHA :P

As people who knows me well enough, they know how lazy I am. I usually do my revision only on the night before exam. (that's why my results like shit.) So what was my best companion? MUSICs.♩♪♫♬♭ HAHAHAHA I like listening pop danthology. NICE!!! mixture of many songs + remix! COOL!!! 

Well, my 1st paper was tough. Guess I'll probably fail.:/ No excuse for my laziness anymore. Then had my 2nd paper on Wednesday, which was yesterday. Hmm.. slightly easier. ⅔ of my exams just finished. Can't wait for my 1 month + vacation! HOORAY!

⌘There goes my 3rd paper, as well my last paper next tues. OMG. TAXATION. GG.

*Realize I've been using xoxo recently? HAHAHA coz i'm super addicted to gossip girl. They always start with 'gossip girl xoxo' and end with the same thing. HAHA lame. I know.><

*Guess I was really busy this few weeks, so I was not being able to think about you that much. At least, I have not been upset for days. But when listening to some songs, it reminds me of you. I hardly forget how you look, how you smile at me, how you used to tease me, how you say 'I love you' looking into my eyes. I miss those. Every single part of your memories. A lot.

It's 3am. I should jump into ma bed now though I don't need to attend class nor going to college later.

Okay, I'll stop here for this post.(:

△▽ xoxo △▽

Ask.fm

HI HI!!

Just a quickie!! Made a new account on ask.fm today.

It works the same as formspring just that it is on another platform since formspring is closing down.



You can spend a whole day to ask me questions but not sensitive issues (like politics, religious..etc). HAHA How lifeless I am. Whatevarr!! WHO CARES right...?!! Just to make everything crystal clear, nope I won't post comments I deem as inappropriate and offensive and just so every one reading this knows, I don't normally give two hoots because..... at the end of the day, I don't mind, you don't matter.

To the other kind souls out there, if you guys have any questions or good suggestions at all {e.g. good hidden food joints, what you wanna see more on my blog, good music, how's life been..etc} or just about anything under the sky, feel free to drop me your comments!!

see you there!!

http://ask.fm/charmaineksk

△▽ xoxo △▽

Beauty is not caused. It is.

#01 sum up my sunday!

#02 taught this little cheeky girl piano! She's so adorable~ :D

#03 so my bro called it MAPOTI.
-_____________-

#04 how lifeless I am.. HAHA
VAIN VAIN VAIN.
OMG. I'm just so addicted and sensitive towards camera!
HAHAHA

#05 trying many cool new apps through Ipad!! HAHAHA 

#06 a day before my midterm, celebrated my maid's birthday!
It's 14 march, chinese known them as 白色情人节
white valentine's.(:
And so, they colored my hair with chalk..@@
OMG.
DRYYYYYY!!!!!

#07 Her favorite food place.@@ yet the easiest way to gain weight and the most unhealthy place.><
HAHAHAHA
I have been eating MCD almost the past few days.@@
GOSHHH!!
fattening...T.T

Parents were not around and YEAHHH it's our holiday!! HAHA party time! HEHEHEHE :3 We had breakfast and lunch outside. Only the 3 of us, sis, bro and I. Damn cool! First attempt. ONLY the 3 of us.(: HAHA My next year plan! Weee~ Just can't wait to graduate from my diploma. Then I'll go for a long long vacation. Most likely... a year.(:

Super temperamental and even the weather forecast couldn't predict the screwed up weather accurately these few weeks. Ended up, me lost the enthusiasm about going to college because it was pretty apathetic about going. What make things worst, I caught flu, cold, fever, 3 in 1. That's why I have been sneezing like crazy. I have used packets and bundles of tissues. Feel like my nose is gonna fall off soon.:/ but still I have to go for classes because I'm having my last midterm paper on Friday and final exam 10 days from now.): No choice but to stay strong! HAHA 


Here is my timetable for finals:

• 25/3 (Mon) Principle of Finance 9am
• 27/3 (Wed) Organisation and Human Resource 2pm
• 2/4 (Tues) Basic Taxation 2pm

Thinking what to write for this week's post. Hmm.. Did something really meaningful! I attempt my 2nd blood donation since the last time I failed due to underweight.@@ HAHAHA Well, there's a friend of mine, Kin Mun accompanied me. AT THE LEAST, I'm not so afraid. T.T My utmost sacrifice!!! MUAHAHAHA (being vain again) HEHE I was like shouting and screaming when the needle poked into my skin. OMG. Painful!! The needle was thick whereas my vein is small. They couldn't find the right one, so they tried to twist and turned the needle. GOSHHH!! Can you feel the pain? Donated 350ml of blood yet I'm still as energetic as a monkey!

So few weeks of humming and hawing, I finally decided to make the first move by setting up a date to meet my bestie! Which we've spoken about the movie we longed for since months ago---AH BOYS TO MEN 2. We've promised each other to watch the sequel together once it released. Part 1 was probably during mid of December. Yea. I know that was like 3 months ago. Hmm. HAHAHA OMG. I'm so glad that we managed to watch it today!! It's like... FINALLY!!! HAHAHA waited for 3 months.@@ Actually we planned to meet on saturday, which is tomorrow, but.. taxation tutor randomly put up a replacement class on sat. So we screw that 'lovely saturday' date. But I didn't expect we end up meeting on friday. I actually cancelled my piano class on friday because I fractured my thumb few days back. Can't even hold a pen nor play the piano. So lousy right?!?!?! Even thumb got fractured! What the world..-_______- Why I so clumsy..>< HAHA Friends were laughing at me because unexpected things ONLY happened on me.=.=! Our next meet up probably will be on your birthday!! xoxo Love you bestieee!! 

Bad times are just a down payment for the good times.

# when I'm looking towards our direction, you left me alone.

# I sow my dream into the soil, someday it might be real.

# I wanna get rid of my eye bags and dark circles.@@

# letters for the 5 of you!
accompanied by dark chocolates

# one of my bestie!! Laozhuang~ She's in Perth now.(:

# love letters sent, attached with photo of us!
books that accompanied me for the past few days.(:

Life been quite monotony because besides study, is still study. How life 'should really' be as a student I assumed. I really have to start doing my revision, it's super imperative now!!! Gonna face my final exams in 2 weeks time. GOSH!!! How fast another semester has just gone. Nowadays kinda over fatigue due to studies and some other things that leads me insomnia again! Insomnia has been really really severe for the past 2 months including this as well.>< The 3 subjects are way much difficult than I expected. :/ I'm gonna stifles if my life continues being that way.

Well, life been busy but to know the importance of English, I have no choice but to upgrade myself, train myself reading some english novels. My favorite author, Nicholas Sparks! Go take a glance of his books!!! It's awesomeee!!! SERIOUSLY~ HAHA Has been mesmerized by his books. Bought a few of his collection and I'm so addicted into it. HAHA It relits my love for books! OH YEAHHH!!! :3

Had a little good mood last weekend. So I decided to write letters to a few friends and send it to Australia. Planned to send it by this week, so I wrote as prompt as I can. 5 letters, it took me... 2 days~ HEHE The officer said perhaps it'll take 1-2 weeks to reach the destination. Hopefully 'they' can arrive safely.><

I know right...?!??! I gained weight..><  It's palpable right? OH NOOO!!! Should start on diet + go on a detox session!! Shall clean my visceral, especially my intestines.><


I have been very assert that letting him go in front of my friends. When friends asked, "you let go already?" I answered in a very nonchalant way, "OF COURSE! why not?" But really did I? Or just to avoid being questioned by others? I wanna expunge our memories so badly. But my mind keeps on remind me about you. OMG. I'm totally deranged. Frankly, I don't know why you came in my life and just left me like this? You are like fleeting away in my life.@@

I have been so cringed to you since we broke up. I tried to text you, but you didn't even care what I've did. I  find ways to talk to you, asked you out, but you just rejected all times. I don't know what felony have I did that made you stopped contacting me. TOTALLY STOPPED! Not even talk to me once.): Albeit how much you dislike me, angry at me, I don't mind. I just hope that someday you'll talk to me. Hope that you'll have a better life now and in the future.

When my mom asked me about him, I shrugged because I didn't know anything about him now. He refused talking to me. Meeting me.:/ You make me feel like I'm living in agony. I miss you.:/