Bad times are just a down payment for the good times.

# when I'm looking towards our direction, you left me alone.

# I sow my dream into the soil, someday it might be real.

# I wanna get rid of my eye bags and dark circles.@@

# letters for the 5 of you!
accompanied by dark chocolates

# one of my bestie!! Laozhuang~ She's in Perth now.(:

# love letters sent, attached with photo of us!
books that accompanied me for the past few days.(:

Life been quite monotony because besides study, is still study. How life 'should really' be as a student I assumed. I really have to start doing my revision, it's super imperative now!!! Gonna face my final exams in 2 weeks time. GOSH!!! How fast another semester has just gone. Nowadays kinda over fatigue due to studies and some other things that leads me insomnia again! Insomnia has been really really severe for the past 2 months including this as well.>< The 3 subjects are way much difficult than I expected. :/ I'm gonna stifles if my life continues being that way.

Well, life been busy but to know the importance of English, I have no choice but to upgrade myself, train myself reading some english novels. My favorite author, Nicholas Sparks! Go take a glance of his books!!! It's awesomeee!!! SERIOUSLY~ HAHA Has been mesmerized by his books. Bought a few of his collection and I'm so addicted into it. HAHA It relits my love for books! OH YEAHHH!!! :3

Had a little good mood last weekend. So I decided to write letters to a few friends and send it to Australia. Planned to send it by this week, so I wrote as prompt as I can. 5 letters, it took me... 2 days~ HEHE The officer said perhaps it'll take 1-2 weeks to reach the destination. Hopefully 'they' can arrive safely.><

I know right...?!??! I gained weight..><  It's palpable right? OH NOOO!!! Should start on diet + go on a detox session!! Shall clean my visceral, especially my intestines.><


I have been very assert that letting him go in front of my friends. When friends asked, "you let go already?" I answered in a very nonchalant way, "OF COURSE! why not?" But really did I? Or just to avoid being questioned by others? I wanna expunge our memories so badly. But my mind keeps on remind me about you. OMG. I'm totally deranged. Frankly, I don't know why you came in my life and just left me like this? You are like fleeting away in my life.@@

I have been so cringed to you since we broke up. I tried to text you, but you didn't even care what I've did. I  find ways to talk to you, asked you out, but you just rejected all times. I don't know what felony have I did that made you stopped contacting me. TOTALLY STOPPED! Not even talk to me once.): Albeit how much you dislike me, angry at me, I don't mind. I just hope that someday you'll talk to me. Hope that you'll have a better life now and in the future.

When my mom asked me about him, I shrugged because I didn't know anything about him now. He refused talking to me. Meeting me.:/ You make me feel like I'm living in agony. I miss you.:/