Each second that passes another moment to turn it all around.

Part I - weekends getaway to Port Dickson.

#01 The apartment view --- The Regency, Port Dickson. 4 Bedrooms.

#02 Day 2 ootd.

#02 Jumped shot 2. :3

#04 Le me in floral white long dress.<3

#05 Jumped shot day 3.

#06 posing here and there. 

#07 you hardly can see such beautiful scenery in the city.:P

#08 Last day, yet well spent in the beach.(:

#09 I love the breeze that blew my hair messy~ *shuuuuu*
Random videos for PD trip:

Part II - weekends getaway to Janda Baik

#10 My pretty shadow!!! :3

 #11 Organic Farm in Janda Baik

#12 Le sis and I!! :D

#13 A place where i wish to stay called heaven.(: With love, peace and harmony.

Video for JB:

Some random photos for the past weekdays.

Summary for my past 2 weeks.

Life has been pretty hard on me since the beginning of the year. I don't know why, but I think God is trying to mold me I guess...? Things weren't going smoothly and I'm not really fine as I seemed to be on the surface. I'm so done weeping my heart out over someone who chose to walk away from my life. I have lost someone who was once so dear to me, but all in a sudden, I have nothing left about you. Not even a single news from you.:/  Guess hitting rock bottom is just one of the many setbacks you'd have to face in life before you get back up become even stronger than before.

Really tension with those scary driving lessons though I had only 4 lessons.@@ Why driving so difficult? I felt really tension + stress while driving. My arms and hands are stiff. I can't even listen what my coach talked...>< Damn lost....T.T HAHAHAHA Bear with my very blur attitude. HEHEHE :3 I can imagine how much effort he needs for me compared to others just to teach me some driving skills. Guess I increased some of his white hair...>< *I'm really sorry* Tomorrow is going to be my exam day!!! GOSHHHH~~~ Such scary moments.... I just couldn't imagine how tomorrow is going to end up....:/ *GODBLESSME-GODBLESSME-GODBLESSME* I presumed I'll have a sleepless night...): The nervous-ness...etc OMGGGG.. I'm having a stomach cramp...>< *trying to calm myself down* *heart beats faster when the time draws closer*

I just realized people used to be very important in my life started leaving one by one... They are heading somewhere they plan/wish for their future benefits... Well, I'm gonna graduate as well next year, so there is nothing to envy about. HAHAHAHAHA Isn't easy to study.. Yet, it's not too tough. I don't aim high, but I have certain expectations for myself. Never ever look down on my ability! I play hard, but at the same time, during exam period, I do part, I study hard!!! You don't play, it's your choice, please don't judge my lifestyle!


Browse through 'see friendship' from Facebook.
And I saw this about us.:/

"Charmaine Kok 穗祺posted toTeck Kuan Low

October 23, 2012

happy 1 year anniversary!!!!!!!!
OMG.
time passes really really fast~~~
we started like few days ago..
HAHAHA
remembered Nydeaa Tan and Yoong Sue Ann was there...@@
LOL
OMG.
SPM were over...
your finals are ahead...
then you will be heading to overseas..
WOW!!!
everything just come so fast.....
or my pace too slow sia....???
HAHAHA
till now, my heart is still beating so so so fast when i wanna see you...
when i know i'm gonna meet you for breakfast or lunch or dinner or movie or even just a short hi and bye session...
1 year is nothing long coz i'm waiting for many 1 year to go!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH for your LOVE  since PRIMARY DAYS!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
♥♥♥
and i believe it will never fade?
HAHAHA
till we get marry...
till we have our children...
till we get old...
and till we die?
(:
LOVE YOU BABY!!!
♥♥♥"

We were once having lots of promises. But it didn't happen.

xoxo