08 February 2013

Worry less. Smile more. Love life. Embrace change. 


 #01 lunch with le classmates at canteen 1
 #02 hmm.. outfit for the first day of school
 #03 yeappp!!! it's hui wai~ spent a short dinner time with her.((:
 #04 yohh!!! i5's camera is veryvery good!!! LOVE the clear-ness and the color~ so nice weihhh~~@@ HAHA 
#05 met my joo ern for breakfast, lunch with ze classmates
 #06 another of well spent with le loveliest!!!
 #07 my favorite watch.:/
#08 the day before reunion dinner (top left--- xi wen, me, chi ying, carmen, jazzlyn)

So a week of college has just ended. WOW. All i have to say is, time passes really really fast. just a blink and the first week has just gone like this. Well, it ended pretty hectic yet meaningful because i spent every minute with meaningful people. HAHA glad to say i have many more friends now? HAHA first day, hmm.. need some time to recall as many things had happen..? HAHA let me make a summary of my food session first. well, i had my breakfast and lunch with them EVERYDAY!!  <3 how sweet it was right? HAHA okayy, story for the week.


MON (4/2):

hmm.. proud to say that I'M NOT LATE for my first day of sem 3!! HAHAHA i remembered the first day of class of sem 2 i was late. NO! i slept late, didn't get to attend the first class.:/ HAHA yea, how lazy i am, i have to admit. HEHE =3= the very first day, tutors already let us know that week 3 we are going to sit for tests..>< OMG. why-so-fast-no-rest-for-me-at-all?? haiz.:/ YES, FOOD TIME! the canteen.. all i have to say is, it is packed like s***. OMG. can't manage to get a seat.@@ no food left some more...): sad HAHA but we had great talks!! HAHAHA girls talk is always the BEST!!! who call me so talkative.. talk-talk-talk!

TUES (5/2):

8am class, i super dislike..:/ but because it is basic taxation, so i am willing to wake up early morning. YEAHH!! my favorite tutor is going to be my lecture! HEHE love her. <3 this subject is the most toughest one, to me la. but i like it. guess it was pretty cool because it's a little regarding to law. well, it's government law la. those section 3, section 4...etc with sub (i)(a)... drive me crazy.. but i don't know why, i find it interesting.@@ HEHEHE class till 6pm. had dinner with my little cute friend hui wai at gardens.(: OMG. she's form 4 now. guess i knew her when she was form 2. time runs. HAHA i just can't believe i'm 19 now.:/ next year.. HAHA dream.. smash..@@

WED (6/2):  

See who i met? HEHE my 'little sheep' joo ern. the gentle-est girl i ever knew in my life!!!(: had breakfast with her in PJ. Both of us had been really busy, during the holiday, I didn't get to contact her. Well, thank god she has some time for me in the morning. Thank you for being there for me. I know you are going through tough time as well. Hope that you can let go of him as soon as possible and move on. You'll meet a better guy my dear~ HAHAHA after breakfast, i was late for my taxation tutorial..@@ aiks... luckily the tutor was kind enough to let me in. HEHE then lunch at mamak stall. I miss eating roti canai after my work with you.:/ 

THURS (7/2):

A heavy breakfast after BT lecture. Hmm.. YES! i gained weight!!! VERY FAT AAA!!!! OMG. I wanna get rid of those spare tyres..>< sad for one of my friend. She just broke up as well.:/ haiz.. why everyone also break up aa...?!? WHAT HAPPENED? hopefully she'll be fine as well. recently has been really awkward with my previous gang. Don't know why, I just don't like to be with them anymore. Guess we had some disagreements since the video filming and it lasted till now. But.. yea.. it's fine i guess because we still talk crap sometimes.(:

FRI (8/2):

Pink day is not co-incidence laa.. AWWW the sweet pink!! HAHAHAHAHA We planned to wear pink as chinese new year is coming, to embrace the new year~(: represent our love as well!! LOVE YOU GUYS my 'LALA LAND SUNSHINE GIRLS'. HEHE I know it's very weird with the name.. But i personally felt the name i created was pretty creative!! HAHA yeayea, i'm vain..@@ A photo took before we leave for CNY celebration! gonna miss you guys for that 9 days.@@ <3 OMG. stupid me!! my cellphone fell into the toilet bowl while i was in an 'urgent'situation. i left my phone behind of my jeans pocket then it fell inside!!! that moment i stunt, "JESUS!!". Used my bare hands dipped into the water and grabbed my phone!!! OMGGGG.>< Now, the phone is DEAD.@@ feel like crying man.@@ haiz. I just got my phone and it's DEAD now.:/ WTH!!!! a night spent in my cousin sis's house! went for a movie at viva. watched the wedding diary II.. hmm.. it's boring..@@ And we did a BIG project! HAHA  YES!!! we succeeded!(:


For you:

I wanted to talk to you so badly. Wanted to ask, 'how have you been' 'how are you' 'what are you doing'. But i know you wouldn't reply. I'm sorry that i disturbed you for the several days. I'm so used to receive your texts and calls everyday. But now, everything changed just too fast, i need some time to get use of it. Moments with you is still so clear inside my mind. I miss us.): Hope you are fine. I'm trying my best to move on. The more busy I am, the better I am.

Friends asked, 'why didn't you wanna cry in front of us?' 'why you don't show your sadness to us?' 'why you can still laugh so happily like nothing has happen?'


Why should I? I don't need to show people how sad I am right? I don't find any use of crying in front of others, or even get your sympathy. But I want to let you know that, smile and laugh doesn't mean I'm happy. It's just the best way to cover my sadness. 

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