guess what, i love working in topshop now. not because of the pay. well, unfortunately, my pay hasn't been increase, is still the same. as little as poop. so yea, i love it coz i met a bunch of new staffs. they are just sooooo adorable and lovable. being with them everyday it's like a new day for me. they are like little kid, having naive mindset. we are all monkeys!!! PLAYFUL yet ADORABLE! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA :P some little actions can just make you laugh for the entire day. working has been a motivation for me. at least not just staying at home, doing nothing, dragging my precious time, thinking negatively.. etc it was hard to prove yourself to be strong in front of others. pretended like nothing has happen is totally not easy. COOL AND STEADY is my quote for now!
ever since that day, everyday seems to be a MONDAY BLUE to me (during the night, after work). well, should i say it's fortunate that everything ended here...? at least you don't need to endure so much pain from me..? i know i am a trouble to you, a troublemaker! i know i can't offset what i have done to you from the past. all i wish for you is, you can meet a girl you really fall for. not like me, hurt you all the time. thank you for standing all of my bad attitudes and characters. i know how spoilt i am.
i thought we can last forever! like fairy tale.. cinderella, snow white, beauty and the beast, mermaid..etc aren't they having a happily ever after life when they met their prince? a few posts before this, i wrote about us. photos of us. story of us. poems of us. at one point of time, i really thought of our future. a future where only you and i. sad to say, yea, we couldn't get through. we ended. without any hesitation. the story of us ended here. it's another new chapter for me to refresh and restart everything new. it's easy to say, but when you have to face it and go through it, it's not as easy as ABC.
well, life still goes on. this is our destiny i guess.
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