Lost hope, lost faith, lost motivation

had this pretty cool medical check at palace of the golden horses (p.o.t.g.h)... nahh, it wasn't a 6-star-hotel anymore...>< super run down...@@ dark... no one..@@ LOL my organs are perfectly functioning!!! HAHAHAHA i can donate them~~~~:D *SOMEDAY* HEHE result after i did the full body check...

1.underweight
2.over body fats in ma body...>< [ikr.... underweight but >body fats...???] aren't this ridiculous?!?! HAHAHA @@
3.high cholesterol *doctor said due to eating too much of fast food...@@ LOL which means i can easily get heart attack? stroke?* friends, please be nice! HAHAHA jkjk :P
4.flat foot... that's why i always imbalance....@@ tsk tsk...><
5.hearing problem... LOL HAHAHA please don't blame me if i can't hear what you say...@@ HAHAHAHAHA XDD
6.bad sight...>< i know!!! but what to do...@@

had breakfast... a very healthy breakfast served! OMG. vegetarian spring roll!!! >< vege....@@ and a cup of tomato+orange juice.(: then lunch at japanese restaurant. last was desert!!! blueberry cheesecake and macademia nuts cheesecake...@@ fattening i know...):

i guess i am a lazy bum bum!!! seriously!!>< i am never a good girl anymore... ever since sem 1 break till now, week 6, i am not in the mood to study yet! OMG. shuts!!!! what to do??? i mean what can i do man?! haiz... have been skipping lectures.>< there's a total of 5 lectures... i skipped 3...@@ LOL what a waste of school fees...>< haiz... not been working out on tutorial questions...@@ talk-talk-talk everyday during classes... OMG!!! SERIOUSLY! I'M-A-PIECE-OF-SHIT NOW!!! ): almost 1/2 of 2nd sem is going to end... and i'm still here dili-deleh...@@ OMG. feel like crying man!!! what am i doing??? what happen to me? i need a jap! poke me, and help me to get awake asap!!! i'm gonna break down anytime...@@ i need charger...>< HAHAHA 

ishaaa allahhh!!! what a bad day...!!! i brought laptop and wore super formal to college... everyone was staring at me like i'm a weirdo...@@ the end, i didn't get to present... after that still rained....>< walao ehhh!!! met 3 friends... they said i looked like a 20 + lady...@@ OMG. damn old....-.- haiz... kill me kill me!!! >< i'm not going to wear that attire to college anymore! i just can't stand the why-you-wear-like-this eyesight gazing at me without blinking their eyes...@@ not to mention that FORMAL WEAR again!!!!!!! but then, my classmates were sooo sooooo soooooo encouraging!!! they said i looked pretty ehh~~~ HEHEHE and they said i look like a lawyer!!! :D weeeeee:P HEHEHE <3 thanks friends!

guess what!!! i met someone~~~~ HEHEHE :D NICHOLAS AW!!! HAHAHAHA OMG. he is the oneee that made my day from grey black changed to rainbow!!! HAHAHA OMG. he is sooooo damn cute man!!! OMG. a joker! a dreamer! a laughter! an actor! ohhh and of course my baby!!! they both just suits with this song, "***BABIES*** YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE" MUAHAHAHAHA [i will wait for your island!!!] HEHE (: