Lost hope, lost faith, lost motivation

had this pretty cool medical check at palace of the golden horses (p.o.t.g.h)... nahh, it wasn't a 6-star-hotel anymore...>< super run down...@@ dark... no one..@@ LOL my organs are perfectly functioning!!! HAHAHAHA i can donate them~~~~:D *SOMEDAY* HEHE result after i did the full body check...

1.underweight
2.over body fats in ma body...>< [ikr.... underweight but >body fats...???] aren't this ridiculous?!?! HAHAHA @@
3.high cholesterol *doctor said due to eating too much of fast food...@@ LOL which means i can easily get heart attack? stroke?* friends, please be nice! HAHAHA jkjk :P
4.flat foot... that's why i always imbalance....@@ tsk tsk...><
5.hearing problem... LOL HAHAHA please don't blame me if i can't hear what you say...@@ HAHAHAHAHA XDD
6.bad sight...>< i know!!! but what to do...@@

had breakfast... a very healthy breakfast served! OMG. vegetarian spring roll!!! >< vege....@@ and a cup of tomato+orange juice.(: then lunch at japanese restaurant. last was desert!!! blueberry cheesecake and macademia nuts cheesecake...@@ fattening i know...):

i guess i am a lazy bum bum!!! seriously!!>< i am never a good girl anymore... ever since sem 1 break till now, week 6, i am not in the mood to study yet! OMG. shuts!!!! what to do??? i mean what can i do man?! haiz... have been skipping lectures.>< there's a total of 5 lectures... i skipped 3...@@ LOL what a waste of school fees...>< haiz... not been working out on tutorial questions...@@ talk-talk-talk everyday during classes... OMG!!! SERIOUSLY! I'M-A-PIECE-OF-SHIT NOW!!! ): almost 1/2 of 2nd sem is going to end... and i'm still here dili-deleh...@@ OMG. feel like crying man!!! what am i doing??? what happen to me? i need a jap! poke me, and help me to get awake asap!!! i'm gonna break down anytime...@@ i need charger...>< HAHAHA 

ishaaa allahhh!!! what a bad day...!!! i brought laptop and wore super formal to college... everyone was staring at me like i'm a weirdo...@@ the end, i didn't get to present... after that still rained....>< walao ehhh!!! met 3 friends... they said i looked like a 20 + lady...@@ OMG. damn old....-.- haiz... kill me kill me!!! >< i'm not going to wear that attire to college anymore! i just can't stand the why-you-wear-like-this eyesight gazing at me without blinking their eyes...@@ not to mention that FORMAL WEAR again!!!!!!! but then, my classmates were sooo sooooo soooooo encouraging!!! they said i looked pretty ehh~~~ HEHEHE and they said i look like a lawyer!!! :D weeeeee:P HEHEHE <3 thanks friends!

guess what!!! i met someone~~~~ HEHEHE :D NICHOLAS AW!!! HAHAHAHA OMG. he is the oneee that made my day from grey black changed to rainbow!!! HAHAHA OMG. he is sooooo damn cute man!!! OMG. a joker! a dreamer! a laughter! an actor! ohhh and of course my baby!!! they both just suits with this song, "***BABIES*** YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE" MUAHAHAHAHA [i will wait for your island!!!] HEHE (:

moved on because it is worthwhile

guess what, joo ern said she has no mood to study as SUEC is just 1 day later...@@ LOL i'm so nervous for her man!!! so decided to give her some motivation, did revision together!!! HAHAHA as you know, if i'm there, sure no time to study, only talktalktalk laaa!!! HAHAHA but, of course! we did some studies... HEHE :D had breakfast together.(: and a drink. woots! tried my first hot beverage from starbucks, hot chocolate. not bad ehh~~~ but i still prefer my caramel cream with cream!! HEHE <3 OMG. tomorrow all my BFFs are having their finals!!! SUEC....><  after 6 days, they will free like a bird!!! awwww, i wish to have holidays too...): sad... my final exam is right after christmas...@@ WTH haiz...><

while doing MACRO revision, had some random camwhoring... MUAHAHAHAHA we were as crazy as before!!! coz we are YOUNG!!! young people do crazy stuff right??? HEHEHEHE :P act cool, act cute, act hot, act nerdy, etc... everything...@@ this is US! HAHA  they said i FLAT SCREEN sia....@@ HAHAHA LOL i admit laa...:P HAHAHA i will grow~~~ MUAHAHAHAHA consequences of not well prepared, DIE-MACRO-DIE-ME-DIE-FUTURE. @@ ALLAH!!!

lately i guess i was too too too stress!!! HAHAHA tons of assignments are awaiting... queuing up for me to finish them!! gosh~~~ why me??? can you queue for others? i need rest...>< aiks...@@ wanna buy shorts to dipdye myself:P HEHEHE something interesting ehh~~~ XP GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS! my kidneys are healthy... HEHEHE but, going to do a real clear medical check next tues... hopefully, i'm healthy-strong-fit-with-slim-body~ ngekngek:D 

hmmm... what did you see??? nice photos right??? HAHAHA my journal, letters written from friends and love letters, movie tickets album~~~<3 i bet everyone of you will love it when you saw those!!! MUAHAHAHA :P can't wait to do my first individual presentation~ waiting for it to come!!! and and, wanna let everyone knows HOW SPECIAL I AM!! and you~~~ everyone is special~ i love my title~! so special lehhh~~~ HAHAHA LOL -.- 

小故事，大道理

话说，不爱看书的我爱上了几米的书~
相信我，他的书真的是一本好书!!!
极力推荐~~~<3

故事虽短，可是简单易明...
好书好书!!!
适合任何一个年龄~
因为不同的年纪看那本书的启发不一样.(:


1.如果無法改變人生，
那就改變人生觀點;

如果無法改變環境，
那就改變自己心境。

凡事正面思考，
發掘好的一面。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《森林唱遊》

2.

咖啡苦與甜，
不在於怎麼攪拌，
而在於是否加了糖；

過去傷與痛，
不在於怎麼忘記，
而在於是否有勇氣重新開始。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《微笑的魚》

3.愛情是燈， 

友情是影子， 
當燈滅了， 

你會發現你的周圍都是影子。

Love is a lamp,
while friendship is the shadow.
When the lamp is off,
you will find the shadow everywhere.

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摘自
圖:幾米繪本《小蝴蝶小披風》

4.有時候，

事實不難接受，

難的是，
我們不肯接受。

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摘自: 

幾米繪本《向左走向右走》 

5. 有時候，
一種關心多了就會忘了感動，

是否，

一份體貼久了也會忘了感覺，

為何，
一顆心靠的近了卻忘了珍惜。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《聽幾米唱歌》

6.

看的是書，讀的卻是世界；

沏的是茶，嚐的卻是生活；
斟的是酒，品的卻是艱辛；

將生活中的點滴往事回味，
傷心時的醉、開心時的淚，
都是因為追求而可貴。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《我的心中每天開出一朵花》

7.

其實，

有些藏在心底的話，
不是故意要去隱瞞，

只是，
有些傷害疼痛，
言語無法訴說。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《履歷表》

8.

不管多麼不切合實際的夢想，

只要努力的朝這個目標邁進，
哪怕最後實現不了這個夢想，

也會得到很多有價值的東西。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《遺失了一隻貓》

9.

有些人一直沒機會見，

等有機會見了，
卻又猶豫了；
有些事一直沒機會做，
等有機會了，

卻不想再做了；
有些話藏在心底好久，
沒機會說，
等有機會說的時候，
卻說不出口了；
有些愛一直沒機會愛，
等有機會了，
卻已經不愛了。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《向左走向右走》

10.

有多少時候，

人不是不懂，
只是不想懂；

不是不知道，
只是不想說；
不是不明白，
而是明白了，
也無能為力；
所以有一些話，
只能藏在心裡，
自己明白就好。

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摘自: 幾米繪本《開始

If you want to make life easy, make it hard

yeahh!!! taylor swift is awesome huh~~~

HEHEHE been really hectic recently... assignments, presentations and tutorials i need to rush...>< this week actually having eng presentation, but need to do check-up, so i postponed... rushed my slideshows, but.. something is wrong with my file!!! S*** gek sei me....): can't even open the file...@@ haiz.. LOL tutor skipped me.. HEHEHE i guess i'm the last to present...@@ good as well, at least i can be well-prepared.(: 

having macro test on thurs, and a MUST to finish up my fundamental of accounting in this week...>< fri M&E presentation. next week Tamadun Islam (TI) test. week 7 (2 weeks later)Moral dan Etika (M&E) test. week 8 (3 weeks later) Information of Technology System (ITS) and FOA test. week 9 macro test 2, hand in m&e video, ITS assignment. OMG. lifeee gonna be tough...><

*this week having a treat by parents. going to stay over at palace of the golden horse.(: woots! next tues medical check...><

**am i too sensitive? hopefully i think wrongly...@@

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams

#01 a handmade-sewed couple fish + love by aunt

#02 awww... they are soooo cutee!!

#03 finger prints poster from every guests.(:

#04 wedding album made by themselves...

photograher: bride's dad

editor: cousin bro

#05 autographed book drawn by one of the bride's bestie friend!!!

#06 a lovely couple... my new 堂嫂 has this super innocent look!! she sooooo cuteee!!:D jealous herr...>< she got dimples...@@

#07 joo ern said wanna help me make a 个人写真集... HAHAHAHA

 #08 one of my bestieee!!! joo ern.(: camera lady of the day!!! HEHE

 #09 me, mom and sis! 3 ladies in-da-house!(:

#10 oppsss... 3 super-extremely pretty ladies!!! HEHE posing~~~ <3

#11 my closest cousin sis!!!! HEHEHE love ones:P

#12 i like them!!!! they soooooo match sia~~~~>< HEHEHE

#13 my cutecute niece and nephew!!! kisses,xoxo

#14 though i was singing in front of everyone, once i saw camera, i just can't stop posing...>< HEHE

#15 family photos! 

married is a once in a life time thingy.. HEHE how simple the wedding ceremony. HAHA my 堂嫂 so so adorable.(: i love her!!! everyone likes her~~~ one of her best friend told us, "她是大学里面最受欢迎的!!!因为她很善良、随和、诚恳"~~~ 哇!!!我们拾到宝了!!!HEHEHE congrats to this lovely couple!!! xoxo

Eat all in at once, shop like you have infinity cash

#01 empty seats..

#02 squid, kim chi, tom yam soup

#03 muscles

 #04 tempura, sashimi, cheese muscles

#05 more food coming up

#06 one of the MUST go shop!

#07 satisfaction

EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN and SHOP-LIKE-CRAZY are my favorite!!! MUAHAHAHA HEHEHE miss shopping for a long long time!!! HAHAHAHA:D the clothes in H&M is sooooo soooooo CHEAP sia!!! OMG. i used only 30 mins to buy the clothes i want~ HEHEHE go visit H&M~ a good place to shop.((: