27 April 2013

Never change your originality for the sake of others because no one can play your role better than you. Never duplicate.


Here comes Singapore. Marina Bay Sand. The prettiest garden I've ever seen.
Yoohooo!!! The many pattern me..@@
Tonle Sap, Cambodia.
Sunrise at ANGKOR WAT.
Sunsets at Mekong river.
Guangzhou, China. Where I stayed for the past few days.(:
http://guangzhou.frasershospitality.com/
First day of shopping and hanging around Guangzhou.
Breakfast for 3 days.@@
Back to Malaysia by China Airlines.
Food for ma very first day.(:
Night view of Zhujiang珠江 city by Ferry.
Hmm.. I was acting like very cold. HAHAHA Well, frankly speaking, I just wore in the hotel.@@ HAHA
Me :3


So, here comes my holiday post! It took me weeks to start writing again.(: I miss blogging. HEHE Sometimes I just feel not so motivated to blog about what I've been through lately(this year maybe). It's just a piece of shit that no one wants to know about. I'm just an ordinary girl, living in a 'not-very-peaceful-yet-not-complicated' urban. Well, please allow me to recall some memories due to weeks of stopped blogging. HAHA

My first trip was to Singapore. YEAP! AGAIN & AGAIN. Somewhere I used to go alone, a place where I felt secure, protected, peace. I didn't really put Singapore in my sem break list. But I just don't know where to go, how to spend my time, so I just went there randomly. HEHE :3 4 days in Singapore. Hanging around with friends at the park, shopping * of course I won't missed that out*, eating...etc YEA, time passed faster than I expected. A week has gone. HAHAHA It's just way too boring sharing my stories about Singapore. I mean, even me myself find it boring to talk about it, what more other people because they don't even interested. So, let's just skip this and go on to my next trip.

Hmmm.. It's something I unexpected because what I've been through and see about it is totally different from what I've imagined. IT'S BEYOND MY EXPECTATION! It's just a 3rd world country but I find it very attracting and fascinating. Every scenery captured my attention. Every place I went amazed me. How tough their lives are, but they can still hanging a bright smile on their faces. It's very touching to hear stories from the natives. How difficult to go through all those circumstances in life but they treasure everything. They appreciate, they share, they thanksgiving, they love...etc I just felt so guilty of my well-being. Being so blessed in life, yet I'm still grumbling what I hadn't have. I'm just so ungrateful. My very first time watching sunsets and sunrise! It's AMAZING!!! God's creation is wonderfully made. The food is good, the stay was okay. But the weather was a little toooo HOT.☼  My skin literally cracked. DRY DRY SKIN. 
With AirAsia, you can fly to everywhere you wish to.(: It's cheapppp!!!!

Last, my best trip during this sem break. Guess it's because I don't need to worry about everything, the food, the hotel, the flight, the money etc because my mom is there!!! MUAHAHAHA She paid for my everything! HEHE :3 Was a little rushed going to Guangzhou because my mom and I woke up late. The flight was supposed to be 9.35am, but we woke up around 7am. Plus, it's weekdays, morning SUPER TRAFFIC JAM. So we took KLIA express to the airport. YEAP! The fastest and easiest way! Thank God we were on time! HAHA I still prefer Malaysia Airline compared to others. Cathay is a not bad choice, but Malaysia Airline the best! HAHA Came back with China Airline due to no ticket selling on that day.T.T Uhmmm... I will never take China Air.. It's terrible!!! GOSH!! Though it's only a 4 hours flight, the air cond is not working, feel like fainting man! JESUS!>< Went to Guangzhou because they have this Canton Fair. It's for business trading stuff. Mom wanted to renovate her nurseries, so we went there to take a look which company is good. Went to the fair, factories...etc OMG. Tired....:/  

Wanna know more about Canton fair?
Check this out ⇒ http://www.cantonfair.org.cn/en/ ☜

We did some last minute shopping due to not enough time. The things there are dirt cheap! I almost gone crazy. The clothes are selling between the range of RMB 19-199 (around RM 10-99). Not branded stuff la. Don't know what brand lai.. HAHAHA But the overall was pretty good! Good to shop!!! The food.. err... pretty okay.. just a little too salty for me. And their chillies are not spicy.): HAHAHA The weather was good! Around 23℃-28℃. Windy~~~ I know how crazy I was bringing winter cloth over. HAHAHA The last day was cold. Guess it's around 13℃-16℃ because raining...>< The best part I love about this trip was staying over at Fraser Suite. Their service was marvelous! I just couldn't stop praising how good they are! It's beautiful and comfy!!! If you plan to go Guangzhou, do consider to stay at Fraser Suite, highly recommended!!! Good service, very convenient! A rate for them 9.5/10.(: HEHE 

Came back Malaysia last night! Finally I got to eat good food, get more sleep. HAHAHAHA visited the dentist this afternoon because of my wisdom tooth.@@ GEEZZZ... *WHY YOU WANNA POP OUT???*



One of the night staying in Guangzhou I dreamt of you. We were back together as before. But all of a sudden, you disappeared. I don't know was that a hint of telling me to let go. But I just couldn't make it till now. Everything reminds me of you. Every second, every minute. I miss you. Even now. I don't know what can I do besides waiting for you to accept me as a friend, a friend we can talk to. I know you wouldn't want to tell me when will you be leaving. I wish you the best. Have a safe journey.(: My love for you will never change. I love you.

©OPY®IGHT 

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04 April 2013

Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending.


#01 spot the difference in me? YEAPP!! My hair, pretty short now.((:
#02 my 2nd love letter will be arriving by weeks time!!
#03 fine dine for Easter Friday!! :D
#04 homestay at hometown.
#06 party rock in da house!! :P
#07 photoboomer!!
#08 last subject for year one. TAXATION!
#09 the right outfit for my revision in da super super cold library.

Basically today I will blogged about some recent issues like what have happened in my life and my plans ahead for this long holidays. I'm currently having my semester break. OH YEAHH! I'm proud to say that I FINALLY graduated year one. *cough* Not really graduated la coz I haven get my results yet, don't know whether or not I need to resit for any subjects. HAHA Especially Principles of Finance. Guess I'm dead. OMG. No eye see. (mandarin translation) HAHA Frankly speaking, after my human resource exam I totally have no mood to do revision for taxation.I'm like having a holiday mood already. Damn relax.

I wanted to cut my 'terribly-extremely-dry-and-messy-hair' since ages but it's always not the right timing, I just couldn't make it. But then few days back I managed to cut them off, without any hesitation, an inch of my hair had just been OFF FROM MY HEAD. HAHAHAHA nahhh, i failed to keep long again. Always said that wanna keep long long hair coz I wanna dye them.. But end up, I just couldn't stand my hair being so dry, I rather cut them. HAHA contradict.@@

So, I'll be waiting for your letters Agnes! HEHE :3 Can't wait to read them since it's your first letter to me. HEHE
And you, CC, since I've promised I'll reply your letter after my final exams, I'll fulfill my promise. HEHE Wait a little while, I'll send it to you. HAHA

Last Friday was Easter Friday! Frankly speaking, though I go to church since young, my church don't celebrate Easter Friday..@@ I once didn't know what's the real meaning for this specific day until that night. I was invited by my sister friend's. It was a blast man!!! SERIOUSLY. It was so awesome! The food served as if you thought you were in a 5 star dine-in restaurant. HAHAHA I'm not exaggerating, it was the truth! The food were delicious and the people there were nice. They are very friendly.(: Glad to meet many of them. And I'm proud to say, 'I LOOK YOUNG!'. HAHAHA They thought I were either 14 or 15. LOL HAHAHA (mainly coz i'm short.-____-) It was a great night. I actually well spent the entire night. Thanks for the invitation.((:

So, I went to chingming on Sat. Had no choice but to give away my tickets to neighbors. Wanted to sell it to my friends, but no one wants them.@@ Many people said it was a little too expensive, so they decided not to buy.>< Ended up, I offer the tickets to my neighbor for FREE..>< GOSHHH!!! My LEEHOM CONCERT!!! T.T Damn disappointed. So be it. It was the past.):

But I'm grateful that I spent my weekend in a good way too! HEHE no leehom, but I've got my childhood friends. HAHA we spent out night having tutti frutti as supper. Large portion of ice-cream. While eating, having our girls chat. HAHA Yea, this is what girls used to do. Our interest I assumed. HAHAHAHA So, the photoboomers appeared! We had like.. 1000+ of shots.. HAHA these photos were just 10 out of 1000 (approximately). HAHA So it's like 1 over 100. HAHAHA OMG. We so vain..@@ HEHE

After a happy weekend spent without any revision, it's time to get back to my studies. Need to refresh some memories because I learnt that since weeks ago. Can't really remember. So I stayed up late to do my revision. This is what we called, 'to bear the consequences'.  '吃得咸鱼,得的渴' (same meaning as the english). It's driving me crazy while I was doing my past year papers. I was like 'OH SHIT!' what's that?? i totally have no idea how to start, what to do. In a messed! Thank God. Everything was fine. I guess this subject will have the best result? HAHA (Hopefully)

My friends even planned a revision together in school library. They set at 10am but I woke up at 10.06am. GOSH! I was late. Rushed over to school, it was already half past 12. Haiz. I'm sorry. My bad. HAHA We didn't really get to study together coz one of my good friend is leaving at 1pm.@@ So, I just did the revision by myself. Luckily I was smart enough to wear a long sweater. It was damn cold. Friends were shivering. Hands and feet were stiff. Nails and lips were turning purple. HAHAHA Funny! Well, I just have to admit, I like to go library. It's the best place to do revision!!!

So that was the week where I was preparing and sitting for exams.


NOW, it's time to share about my holiday plans. HEHE I'll be away for like weeks. But most probably only during the weekdays. Will use my weekends to spend time with friends and family around. I'll be going to singapore, cambodia and guangzhou for this month. Next blog will post about the stories. HEHE Stay tuned.(:

It was pretty scary to know that someone is stalking about you and telling your best friend about you. OMG. I was damn scared when my best friend told me that. So someone actually read my blog and tell something about me??? YERR...

YES. I admit I'm sad. Really very sad. Even till now, I will still think of him. Every night I cried. For no reason. Tears just flow from my eyes. I just couldn't stop them. Guess the pain in my heart that I couldn't share with anyone, the only way to express my hurts and pain are through tears. I can pretend so well that I can still laugh and play like nothing happen. But there was this guy, he gave me a shocked coz he said, 'please don't pretend your laugh, your laughters are not real.'
OMG. I was quiet on the spot. Have no idea what to react but I just replied, 'I'm fine. There's nothing to me.' Because no one can really relate, the pain and sorrow in my heart.. It's just unbearable.

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